Archive Monthly Archives: Aug 2013

Battle Star-Earth

Its got to be the strangest most all encompassing feelings I have every had but I am slowly starting to realize why I am here … It must be said that if you climb off the track of the world of conventional knowledge and acceptable behavior and you begin to ask the really big questions …… slowly but surely you will find your own personal meaning ……. and If anyone out there is in a place as deep and dark as my tour went ….. all I can tell you is that if you start asking the right questions , the beauty and perfection of the picture that will slowly come into view , will far exceed your hopes and tearful wishes.
No matter how you look at it , Earth is a tough place , and this human experience is not for sissies, and even in my personal experience when the clarity of what I sometimes see fades , I hang on to those moments when I am allowed to see glimmers of the big picture … and all I can tell you friends is hang in there , you will not be disappointed.
Until then let love taint your every word and action so that others may learn to light their flame from you.
I am right here in the trenches with you

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I know most people dont agree with me, But I believe that one day ( if we make it through this mess ) We are gonna find it really amusing that we used to believe that we had to pick one? We are gonna laugh about the fact that we used to believe that you had to choose one to connect to higher love and light or even God if you prefer ! Its time to move beyond your labels and boxes into pure all accepting love ! This disease of separating and segregating us with every single label and box you create has to end . It is the true darkness of our world and can only lead to judgement and pain and our sure demise . Love one another , without exception , without reservation Despite yourself and your disease Allow gods love in and it will do all the work ! Have an amazing rest my friends All of you  Nathan Raaths 217406_10151519059838280_1587854119_n

The Search

You can look for a thousand years and walk down a million different paths. It does not matter how long it takes you, there is no judgement to the amount of scenery you wish to first take in. Eventually you will realize that there is no ultimate truth out there. The only eternal truth is within. You can walk down long winding paths into the wilderness but you can never get lost, the further you adventure from your true nature the more lonely you will feel, a slow true guide that will bring you back to what you seek, your’ true self ! You can follow a thousand prophets and immerse yourself in a hundred religions and yet the same thing will eventually happen to every visiting soul on earth.

They will eventually quiet themselves and realize that the Guru is within.
That they are the answer and the only soul-mate they will ever need is within.

As the inward journey begins the world slowly becomes the illusion, your dreams turn inside out and the only reality you recognize is safely behind your eyelids and deep in your heart
And softly and quietly eternal life restarts
And true love begins once more

And it is in everything
Nathan Raaths



Romantic Love

I’m sorry I don’t buy it. You want true love ….. then stop looking for it in another person . I feel it every day of my life and its gentle, warm and beautiful and fills me up so much that I want to shout it of the mountain tops on some days ! And it relies on nothing and no one , just a silent choice inside to open my heart wide open to all things. If you want to only experience that state of blissful love and connection with one person for a limited time and then shut it down in disbelief when they cant fill up your emptiness … well then I guess that is a choice as well:)

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Change !

No more excuses ! I was having breakfast with a friend this morning and we were talking about our lives and the roads we had walked . I was explaining to her how I see us all as beautiful bubbles in a tank slowly rising to the surface. We were discussing how every bubble or person will eventually rise to the surface and grow and transcend all they need to on their journey. We discussed the really funny things that our bubbles get trapped under as they rise to the surface and we started talking about the things that had held or trapped us before . Suddenly it hit me like ton of bricks , at every stage of my life I always had one single major thing that was holding me back. One single thing that anchored me to the spot and would not let me go any further until i addressed it .

I also realized that at every stage of my often difficult life I knew exactly what was holding me back. I usually lost years (filled with denial and excuses ) trying to transcend each life theme or lesson . I got goosebumbs when I realized that I had always known exactly what was holding me back whether it was a relationship ,  job, addiction at any stage of my life. I realized why I get stuck less and less these days , because I accept the truth of myself easier and easier , and when my gut tells me something must go … I face the fact and change it easier. And with less resistance comes less pain .

So I asked myself immediately what is holding me back right now , I cleared my mind and asked honestly . Immediately I knew the answer …. I just didn’t want to admit it ! I challenge all my special friends to ask yourself right now , what is holding you back , why are you in pain ? If you are very honest and done with denial , the answer will come swiftly and clearly, a gentle voice from the guru within ….. Well you know what needs to be done now , now hopefully you can stay honest with yourself long enough. Long enough to free your beautiful bubble so that it can start travelling to the surface again, dancing in the light and free of pain .Or you can just start making excuses again !

Nathan Raaths


The Storm

The hardest thing about being surrounded by mass insanity is to not allow oneself to be sucked in so easily. It sometimes takes weeks to rip my mind away from this illusion just to breath free again. I find it so difficult to see the way we suffer, cling and fight! I wish I could put you all in my boat but I have my own course to steer !
I call upon the great navigator within, I call upon the grace to openly feel and express love while been pelted by the storm! I will once again close my eyes to this fearful illusion and I will sail out into the rain and wind. I have removed so many garments of illusion in my life , but yet each time I believe I fully trust and surrender, the waves swell beneath me to show me that I still grab to hold on. The levels of surrender that are still before me I welcome with open arms. The shore is no longer a place for me! This thing I perceive as pain, resistance to the true reality within. Oh great storm I stand before you and once again I surrender, tear another garment of illusion from my body. I spread my arms and gently whisper ” It is cold now, but soon I will stop holding on wondering if I can swim, when I have surrendered on every level I will be ready to fly!”

Nathan Raaths



We are all 269

As I peer through the my limited understanding of our history . The thing that always fascinates me is what was excepted at the time and how that conventional wisdom and excepted doctrine gradually changed .
And It always changed oh so gradually . It has always been fashion or trendy to join in the moral stance of the tides of change that slowly moved through the planet . Whether it was the painfully slowl removal of public slavery or merely the gradual implementation of what we perceive as democracy today .
It appears to me that the secret to remaining popular in each tidal influence was to always be outspoken to the issue, stating that something had to be done but to always be clear that the issue is not as simple as people like to think . Some of the darkest moments in our history have been outplayed by educated men debating and fringing around clear black and white facts . Its almost as tho we have always been so scared to stick our necks out that in each stage of our history nothing was ever able to become general accepted sanity until the general consciousness slowly caught up and untold damage had already been done.

I think we have always known what needed to be done at each stage of our history but we cowered in the safety of the fact that everyone else still excepted it and made it ok …. and as soon as the slow throng of consciousness gradually catches up and points out how dark our actions are , suddenly it is tho is is so clear that we are disgusted by anyone who does not conform . We are only disgusted by acts that are done out of the accepted shadows of our current culture !

To truly be a light bearer in a world of hidden dark conformity . I feel that surely few brave souls have to step forward into the uncomfortable front lines and risk been called a nuisance even if it just means that people slowly begin to accept the new paradigms of love and light a light that are gently slowly always expanding and calling to us .

The question is really simple , are you in the safety of the slow dark moving tides .. always accepting their opinions as they give them to you . Or do you truly want to feel true light on your cheek , the light that hits your face when you step forward from the masses and you dare shout out what your heart already knows . And in your sacrifice love gently bows to you in the part you have played in the unstoppable process towards oneness .

I know it is really really hard to believe today , but one day we are going to be absolutely shocked and appalled at the fact that we sacrificed or killed any single living animal on the perfect planet of oneness . The meat and dairy industry is killing millions of animals a day , the suffering is beyond imaginable and still perfectly acceptable from a conventional sense of where we allow the darkness to lie. Until you dare step forward ahead of the throng and slowly and softly you exercise your lungs for the first time as you gently shout out to the new light that touches your cheek. Love you shout out “I see where this is going , I sense the change is among us as it has so often been, Love you you have never lead us wrong , I am only sorry we are always so slow to feel you” …. Love you shout out even louder ” This time I will be one of the first in your army of light , I will step forward and declare a new era where no animal will ever be harmed again,I bow down to the light in me and I like so many in similar struggles before me declare myself a soldier of light …… I raise my hand in the air , eyes filled with purpose , I hear your cries little ones……. Your screams are etched in my mind and I will stand by no more . I will no longer let them slit your throats to fill their bellies ”

269life the revolution is coming ! Are you on the front lines

One day we will be shocked it took so long…..

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