If I am awake why does it feel like my world is falling apart ?
One of the most heart breaking things a person can experience is the feeling that they are finally awake and in control of their lives, only to find that everything seems to be falling apart all around them.
So many brave souls surrounding me have begun to wipe the sleep from their eyes and slowly begun to awaken in the middle of the dream that was their life. From the moment that newly cultivated self awareness begins to grow, we all know that our lives will never be the same again. Where once we only saw injustice and victimization at every corner, a new version of reality begins to unfold before us. A reality in which we create on some level every single experience that comes into our lives. Slowly a very scary lonely ‘dog eat dog world’ begins to give way to new eyes. Eyes that see the beautiful underlying connection in all things. The world begins to whisper its once closely guarded secrets anytime you will take the time to listen. The sheer perfection of the life journey that you planned and executed behind you, fills you with awe and where you once judged many of your decisions and experiences harshly, you now see the perfect interwoven tapestry of experiences that slowly led you to your moment of gentle awakening. And you realize that each experience was key in reaching this moment of clarity and this unique version of truth you know behold .
How do you know that you are awake ?
Well let me ask you why are you reading this mans words, much of these conversations barely qualify for sane from a certain perspective. Then why is it that you find yourself drawn to conversations such as this ?
The answer is simple, you are awakening and slowly and gently a new kind of logic, a new kind of common sense is going to silently slip inside your every thought and action. Slowly things that seemed impossible or far fetched seem absolutely logical. If you surrender to the process pretty soon all things are spilling out their secret divine intelligence to you as well as constantly bathing you in love and a peaceful sense of well-being.
Everything just seems to start making sense and your life has a sudden meaning and purpose that gives you goosebumps at the mere thought !
You start to live fearlessly and just when you think nothing could ever get you down again ……
Then it happens !
Your whole world starts coming to pieces
Within days you find yourself reeling back, questioning everything, moving into a state of fear. It does not take long and you start feeling the sudden rise of anger, like a soul that was taken for a ride. You cant believe that you fell for that shit .What was I thinking? I must have been under some sort of spell, everything just made so much sense and my life suddenly had such synchronicity. And then my castle came falling down ! And now I am lying with my face in the mud so disillusioned about everything …. nothing makes sense.
At this stage we need to push pause, lets slow the boat down here. Lets take a few deep breaths and connect to what is truly going on.
What you experienced was a very real thing, your awakening is a massive accomplishment and will always be seen as the turning point in the beautiful reality that will unfold for you. You have many teething problems to get through tho.
You finally began to become aware of the true processes in your life. Where once you only saw non nonsensical chaos, you began to sense and string together entire themes and lessons repeating themselves over in our lives. Your awareness even if highly resistant is clear on what keeps repeating.
A higher part of you has given you a gift which lives stronger and stronger through you as you awaken. The gift which it has given you is as a massive encouragement, it has taken you to a summit in the drama you perceive as your life. It has given you a myopic overview of all things, it also instills you with the sense of well being that you are capable of embodying daily. It gives you these experiences to show you how very real the the experience of ascending your consciousness or of expanding your awareness is. It gives you a taste of your self as a limitless being. It lets you taste your eternal perfect nature .
The limitations of your previous beliefs and understandings out the way, you feel in your heart that you are ready to soar, ready to take to the skies as a limitless being .
You will slowly awaken to your own personal truths of how long this journey of awakening as been in the making. One thing that will be clear is that you have many experiences stored inside the cells of your being. Such is the nature with all great journeys, you are not without your battle scars. We all have many many suppressed fears and painful experiences that we have pushed below the surface in the constant battle to survive in this reality. We have so many wounds below the surface that lie there dormant waiting for the final release into the fires of transmutation and self forgiveness.
We start massive explosions of atomic and soul particles each time that we re-affirmed our awakening and our intention to further do so. The mere intention of wanting to re-claim your sovereign right to be free once again and experience your limitlessness once more sends a massive ripple out into creation. These atomic explosions create a chain of events that will soon manifest in your life as experience.Often referred to as the dark night of the soul. You are creating the exact experiences you need to transcend and grow, to take your awareness to the next level. These are the powerful forces you put into play once more when you re-ignite the light in your heart and bring the colors back to your dreams .
Picture newly awakened souls standing at airport excited to board the plane and soar to new levels of ability and awareness. Yet each time you try and step through the security door a beeper goes off and you are ask to step aside.
The new frequencies that you are going to be able to hold into your body, the new levels of light and understanding that you wish to hold, can not exist in the same space as all the old baggage that we carry. Almost like a body that decides that one tequila is too many, through an almost purging action, the body brings the stomach contents up into the outer world for release and cleansing.
In a cathartic experience a wound must be brought to the surface for it to be able to heal. So many issues and insecurities and deep seated pains have been lying in the dark of your subconscious. Gently crying out for the light to fall upon it, for your acceptance. Willing acceptance in how it played a part in your journey, and through this acceptance it will transcend into the light.
If we go back to our story now we can imaging how confusing this can be to the soul who was feeling so absolutely connected their own higher purpose and spiritual calling. And suddenly it seems like everything starts crashing down.
Amazingly enough this concept ” Dark Night of the soul ” is your final frontier towards self liberation.
We have so many preconceived ideas of what it will be like to slowly become enlightened the last thing we expect is this Topsy turvy world of crazy emotions and events. The last thing we expect is to be brought to our knees while we are stripped of illusion.
We almost think we are above the behavior that we begin to exhibit and we feel almost angry with ourselves. Perhaps even disillusioned when old habits and patterns start repeating in our lives. If anything we are convinced that we are backsliding.
Now the reason we put the whole story on pause is to try and share an awareness with you .
As the world falls apart at your feet we want you to suddenly realize that this is your soul breaking free. You have asked for your souls true nature to break through. You have been lost and empty for so long, now you have invited your higher self into your world. You are tired of experiencing everything that you are not. You are done with limitation and you are done with fear. You ache to step into the eternal, so the eternal “you” begins to join with your old isolated understanding of yourself .
Slowly but surely you begin to merge with the greater subconscious of your higher self, the aspect that you always perceived as your guide or angel slowly begins to merge with you.
The destruction that follows is a natural order of things. Lets consider that your personality is an ego construct of who you think you are. Your personality as you understand it has been in charge most of this lifetime and it believes that you begun when you where born. It thinks that you are the sum total of your earth experiences. Your personally is built in a linear scary world and therefore its priorities and goals are very fear based. The ego construct wants and desires things out of a very limited perspective. Its no wonder that when the beautiful over-self , or the higher expression of the true you begins to merge with you, that all hell breaks loose .
The higher self has a far greater understanding of who you are in an eternal sense. It has the blueprint of your true god identity and path clear in its awareness. When it begins to merge with you a clash of wills takes place, an epic clash of goals ensues !
The higher self ( being the unlimited, peaceful ,loving, eternal, all knowing part of you) begins to intercede in your daily life. It steps in and begins to re prioritize the things that you once thought were important. In a upside down world where left becomes right and up becomes down, you find yourself throwing away entire life scripts. Turning your back on major themes, people and even dramas that once defined who you thought you were. A complete reinvention and re-birth takes place and no fear based goals and priorities can remain standing. Out with the old, for the new frequencies to take hold a total re-assessment of your life focus and priority will go down .
To make the experience more extreme many of the life tests and themes, from addictions, relationships and even emotional problems will revisit themselves on you in an emotional onslaught. Absolute extremes, avalanches of intensity so that you can no longer hide. Powerful tides that rip at you until you are forced, by yourself essentially, to let go.
Before you despair tho something amazing happens. If you can approach each new situation with your freshly gifted awareness and eyes, one soon notices that you have soul super powers on every level. Were before in each theme you had known only defeat, you will emerge the victor from each battle you run into.
You will no longer lose the inner war that has broken you so many times. You no longer fight as a separate limited being , you have your eternal essence directly involved and energetically supporting to tear your self created prison down .
Were you have been for eons on your knees as a broken soul, you will rise covered in mud and dirt. You will rise victorious after the darkest night with the sense of the immeasurable soul power you now posses ( after all your true self has merged with you )
You soon start to realize that you can’t lose, and as each life theme and problem surfaces you transcend and transmute each fearlessly. What would have taken thousands of years can be reprogrammed in a space of a year or two.
Slowly you will bring each theme into the light. With loving acceptance you will learn to love each part of you. where once you hated parts of yourself you will now realize that you are the perfect some of it all. To truly be wholeness means that all parts come home. We do not get to pick and choose aspects of ourselves we want. We merge all in a deeper integrated understanding.
If this is a place you wish to know or have already begun to walk, I suggest you strap yourself in for one extreme adventure !
And in one beautiful stunning twist, your new soul, the new super you, leads you to the final gift it has for you. The one that you have waited for and ached for for so long .
Through the chaos of what seems to be your world falling apart, you slowly walk yourself into a very lonely and isolated corner. Pushed in desperation and screams until one night something special happens. You so desperate you turn within
You are forced through this experience to stop looking for truth and answers outside yourself. In the ultimate gift, you officially go online as a lighthouse of freedom in this dark world. The day that you truly turn within , the day that your world goes inside out. You reconnect with the eternal wisdom and truth that is now behind your eyes. Your release general consensus and once appealing logic into a safe powerful space of deep knowing and feeling.
You become the only validation and truth you need. And the eternal unlimited version of you begins to unfold as an expression through the human physical you. What you perceive yourself to be now has greatly changed. The illusion of separation is not your reality anymore. You live in the eternal now, where all things are one and in a perfect dance of expression with each other.
There are no others
Within no time at all people will not even recognize this new person who has literally shed their skin into a new being! Reality will never be the same again for you did what few can. You challenged yourself, you faced your own demons. You walked a lonely dark road and you found the rest of yourself at the end !
Looking out the window on a rainy day it suddenly dawns on you that you will never be the same. Your old priorities, focus and goals, even what you used to think were friends, might now seem like a lifetime ago. And as you look out in the rain, you feel the gentle gaze of your true angelic self sharing the view with you. You enjoy the experience of being the true you, you cant help wondering …… what now ? What sort of dreams will we dream up together my god essence and I ?
Now that I have a ever growing awareness inside me, now that I hold this new powerful love and frequency. Now that I have deeper understanding inside my DNA. Now that I have stepped thought the airport security door and boarded the plane of experiential ascension. Where to now ? What am I capable of , what world will unfold before my feet? What sort of physical experience does a limitless being create ?
Looking through the rain you feel excited at what could lie before you, at the same time you are calm and quiet …..
What’s the rush , you are in the eternal now !
And you will never be alone again !
My favorite thing about Earth is that no one really knows whats going on . We all arrived here without a operators manual and a blank memory of times before . Billions of beings walking around in a seemingly shared reality with no clear understanding of how this game works exactly .
Sure one could argue that man has attempted to create certain social agreements and agreed upon consensus ideas of what may in fact be the purpose and underlying structure of it all . Yet that does not change the fact that every human being opens his eyes with a blank slate and no apparent map ! Its a little scary but so exciting if you think about it ! It seems that if no one has any idea what is going on , and yet we are all born with the unbridled sense to question deeper , to find meaning in it all .
The reason it is my favorite thing about earth , is simply that if we are left to figure out what this could all mean on our own devices , that also means that this could mean anything we want it to . We are in the ultimate virtual reality game , that appears to have no rulz or regulations , there are once again certain social agreements in place that attempt to keep a semblance of control on the choices and decisions that those entering without a manual make. And there are large streams of possible thesis movements attempting to explain or generically box the human experience . Yet at the end of the day , all of these rules and opinions and judgement, they all come from within the system , they are all written and policed by other souls having the human experience , they are establishments created by others who arrived without a manual or set of rulz , others who have grappled with these life changing , game questioning rulz , and the possible solution scenarios that leave us with before they exit the game .
The beautiful part is that if there is no clear story of what is going on , well then you can choose !!!!! It gets exciting when you consider that all the evidence points to this being the point in the first place . We live in a reality where you have to write your own story , choose your own rules , enforce your own self judgments and inner laws . You arrive here with a world of possibilities before you , at every corner is another human trying to force or convince you of their piece and understanding of the story . Every soul you meet tries to explain the matrix from the inside . Your whole life , every single story and person and opinion unfolds before you like an endless sea of choices . With each and every moment of your life you are excepting and rejecting ideas as they come at you ( from the inside of the matrix ) AS the years go you slowly form you own version of the story , each and every single one of us ends up with a unique story that we whisper to ourselves each night to make sense of it all . This grasp on reality that we work so hard on becomes our very understanding of who and what we think we are … we even proudly pass it on to our children. And so it is that stories of truth and meaning and origin constantly float around in this amazing matrix of endless possibilities .
All this time one fact never changes , you and only you can decide what the story is going to be for you ! If you can have any story , and you truly can have any story at all ….. which one do you choose ? If you are in a world where the only person who can impose rules and restrictions of yourself … is yourself , well then which ones do you choose ? In a world where only you can decide why you are here and what is expected of you … if anything at all , what have you decided ? Are you willing to settle for the story the masses whisper to each other over and over in the dream from the inside ? Are you willing to choose a story that limits you in any way , are you willing to accept fear as part of your reality ?
Why is the fact that no one knows whats going on my favorite thing about earth you might say again ! Well consider that I can tell myself any story I want , I can make this as grand and as meaningful as I want , I can paint any picture I want , from hell on earth to heaven itself …. and who can prove me wrong ? When you begin to realize that what ever it is you choose to believe actually becomes true ……NO MATTER WHAT !! you will get goosebumps
You stop seeing a scary lost world , and you suddenly realize that this world can support and make real any single thing you could possibly in your highest or lowest mind imagine ! Like in the sea of potential god energy through the beliefs we create and accept , the world unfolds anything you decide to be true to you , any reality you choose will begin to unfold and reveal itself to you . I see a world where no one is ever wrong or right , they get exactly what they believe . The highest possible reality of perfect love and beings of love and light that you could imagine can unfold for you as reality , the lowest scariest darkest story imaginable can be yours as as well , and it will be true! What story have you chosen and written , do you understand that what ever you believe will be made real ?
Some great magnificent energy has given me the ultimate ultimate playground where i can decide the parameters and limitations of all things , and I am so inspired and honored by the free rain I am given that I am inspired to fly. I have listened to the fearful whispering inside the masses and crowds , and I do not except that as the rules of the game , I sense more , I know there is no limit to what I can be or experience . I am not the gamer , I am the programmer !
My heart is pounding and my eyes are wide open as i climb the highest scariest mountain I can find , I understand the rules of the game there are none ! Unless I decide there are. I get to the top of the mountain almost shaking with excitement and fear and bewilderment , almost like a rogue program who is trying to push the limits of the game I stand on top of the cliff with the world below me swirling around , and just before I can let all the old whispered stories and rules and fear enter my head …..I think Fuck it !
And I jump into the unknown !
Love and Broken Hearts
I mean this really gently and sadly, but I can’t help thinking that the love that many people describe to me sounds a lot more like ownership than liberation. Love is the most powerful force on the planet and it does not create fear based thinking like jealousy and control. Those are forces that come from a perceived ownership and control of another human being.
On an even sadder note, love is not conditional, it is not something that you can just switch off, if your love is gone now that you have broken up it simply was not love. If you are not sure if you are truly experiencing a higher form of love think about anybody you ever told that you love them no matter how long ago, the mere thought of thinking about them should bring love to your heart. If immediately you find yourself justifying angrily that that person destroyed your love, I am afraid I disagree, perhaps they hurt and destroyed your version of happiness and control of a situation with another human being. Love is eternal, gentle and kind. Now granted sometimes you might, through love for yourself and another person, be forced to walk away from each other, but that will never be able to affect the fact that you truly love that person and always will.
Amazingly enough when two people are screaming at each other, hearts torn out at an end of a relationship, all I hear them scream is “YOU NEVER MADE ME HAPPY AND I HOPED YOU WOULD” The situation might outplay in a thousand different ways, with blame laid all over, but its nearly always the same. We are so empty that we constantly look to other people to make us feel special, fill us with meaning and to tell us we are beautiful. Even more revealing is 98% of people that have a broken heart are the ones that were rejected. So logically if you approach it fearlessly you will realise that is the act of rejection that we cannot deal with, not losing that person, and in trying to deal with this horrific emotion we lose all perspective of who that person really was!!!!
No matter how hard you try, if you have a hole inside, nothing that anybody else does can alleviate it in the long run. The irony is that only when we are finally ok with ourselves and feel absolutely no lack of anything in not being completed by another, are we probably ready to have a successful and truly meaningful relationship for the first time. Incredibly enough this is the first time we could deal with rejection and thereby have the power of being able to truly perceive a situation when difficult times arise!
As I once wrote, I don’t want to complete you. You must have your world and I must have mine. Then we can hold hands as we can explore each other’s universes.
Every single relationship helps us grow in some way, but perhaps we should throw this generic love concept around a little less.
You truly can only experience a higher unconditional love for another being when you feel the same way about yourself. Until then it is all the shades between constantly reaching out and teaching with each tear that runs down your cheek!
Maybe it’s time to spend some time alone first, so that you don’t end up alone. Mark my words, your relationship with another person will never surpass the one you have with the person in the mirror! And no person will ever respect you more than you do yourself !
The world is slowly but surely splitting into two camps . There is a line been drawn silently through the sand that many have not even begun to sense .
What is this revolution everyone speaks of ?
I was talking to some friends the other day and the one friends said to me , all my friends have gone insane , you wont believe some of the shit they say , they sound like lunatic conspiracy theorists …. of course I just smiled and kept quiet , little did she know that she was ( from her perspective ) sitting next to the nutball himself . I didn’t even attempt to debate with her as I realized anything I would say would make her even more scared and uncomfortable than her friends did .
The following day I was talking to a friend who is in the medical world , and was absolutely stunned to hear that he was just as off the frigging wall of accepted consensus reality as I was . Really excited to talk to such an educated balanced guy who is what I call ” wide awake ” to what I consider reality …. and others consider lunacy .
His comment really blew me away and started a massive train of thought and inner guidance followed soon.
He looked at me and said ” Before I thought there was no one trying to control us ,shit sounded like lunacy to me , now the more I study , the more I think freely and the easier I accept it ”
This blew me away a little because I immediately understood the very issue that was silently splitting the world in two .
There are two definitive camps immerging in the world . And amazingly they are both batshit insane from each others perspectives .
The question that divides most people is simply
Do you or do you not think we are being controlled ?
Before you even think about dipping your head into the wealth of knowledge and thousands of free speaking revolutionist that are rocking the structures ….. you have to ask yourself this question ?
A simple exercise in why this question is so important
If you do not think we are being controlled then the following conversation is lunacy
lets for a moment just by a stretch of the imagination assume that human beings are being suppressed and controlled on a mass scale
It does not take much of stretch of the imagination to realize ….. they would start with our water !
And anybody with a library card and the internet and a keen mind will discover the following mind boggling mysteries
Nearly all public water supplies in the world ( which would filter into every beer , drink or food item ) contains fluoride.
Fluoride is one of the most hotly debated substances on the planet , and I am not going to get to strongly into it as to miss the point of the essay …. but what I will say is that fluoride is poisonous to the human body and mind.
The FDA has three times convened in the USA over the last 30 years about the potential banning of fluoride …. research is finally pouring out about its dangers.
Now here is the interesting part , I am not trying to start an argument about fluoride and what it can and cant do , but I would like to point out , that if the world has been locked into debate for thirty years about whether fluoride is toxic to us in all ways , then why is it still in our water , surely they would at least remove it until they sure …. surely the slightest discrepancy would make them take it out . Even more puzzling is why is it in there in the first place ? You can research far and wide and not find a convincing source that it benefits our health in any way …… and why are they even risking it ?
Lets throw in at the end that it costs them great deals of money to add it ??
Now try not to get upset with me , lets assume that your still playing along and you believe there is some mysterious hierarchy trying to control the masses .
OK good so your still with me , lets go further down the rabbit hole . Lets start figuring out where Fluoride even comes from … when did they start using it ?
A few searchers later you will discover that it is common knowledge that fluoride was first experimented with in Nazi Germany with there massive science program
Now who in the class would like to guess what they where trying to use it for ………. Mind control
According to certain scientist it literally has the ability to dumb down the population , the most impressive part of fluoride is it seems to disconnect people from any spiritual thoughts or feelings ….
AS many people know many of those scientist spilled into USA after the first war and literally master minded the completion of the first atomic weapons for america … even tho many where German.
And guess what ? Suddenly mid century through the mighty nation of USA it becomes common practice to put fluoride in water .
Now if you are not feeling stretched out enough , the best way to pull off a scam is not to hide it , we where taught that it was good for us , they brough it out into the open .
Of course now one asks any questions and those that do are removed or integrated , and suddenly they decide to put it in the other thing we have to use every day … toothpaste
And they even boast on the packaging that it is full of fluoride ?? They have even tricked us into only looking for it !
There are entire university studies that now claim that fluoride rots your teeth (never mind the huge health concerns )
Yet when I went into Discem to buy my fluoride free toothpaste, only 1 out of 52 brands where not using this controversial substance that basically adds no value and might an have extremely dark side to it ..
To go even further down the rabbit hole , certain studies are now showing that fluoride is responsible for calcifying the pineal gland (covering it )
A little more research will show you that according to the oldest spiritual practices , lets use Buddhism as an example … according to there ancient teachings the Pineal gland is your antenna to god … they describe it as the gateway and Ariel to the higher worlds of light and love .
Now let me ask you , if you are trying to control an entire world . The first step is you have to separate them from there light , from their memories , from their meaning , you have to destroy their connection with a higher or god self .
you have to convince them that they are alone !!!
mmmmmm food for thought
Now in fairness , i realize the only reason you read this is because I asked you to step into my world for a second , even if you where just pretending .
The point of this perceptual essay I hope those that read my work realize, is nothing to do with fluoride , I am merely trying to illustrate a point . The point is simply that if you believe we are being controlled it will be easy for you to understand allot of there information flooding the revolution streams .
If you however do not , they really seem overboard .
This fluoride story is just touching on many of the things we know for a fact have been exposed ……. I could write on vaccines and frequency control for days !
The sad thing is that we are so controlled , through food , frequency , water , media , organised institutions and religions …
We are so controlled they have dumbed us down so much that we cant even begin to accept some of the things that are in plain sight for anyone who is fearless enough to awaken. We cant even fathom the enormity of it , and therefore we underestimate the scale of the control !
We are controlled by one massive weapon … FEAR
And fear is a liar …..
If you want to know if you are being controlled by anybody , anything , any place ….. ask yourself , does this make me afraid , am I afraid ? ???
I can promise you from the depths of my soul as my memories and understandings flood back into my soul that there is nothing to fear … we are eternal perfect creatures trapped in a system of slavery that has gone on for longer than you would believe.
Fear is a liar , they have brainwashed you to be so afraid that you are always looking for truth outside yourself when God gave you your very own Ariel to ask and communicate with anything and anyone about things you need … your truths are inside you.
Fear is a liar , nothing in the universe should make you afraid , nothing can happen to you that is worse than what already transpired here .
If you have the courage to push fear out of your soul , if you truly want to seek the truth for yourself , the answers will come .
I can tell you right now that the journey of awakening is a very difficult one , and your mind and heart will often feel overwhelmed with fear .
The process of awaking for me was like waking up in the middle of a dream and I honestly could not believe the things that where slowly shown to me , I often wished I could go back to sleep .
One fact will begin to penetrate your mind
Truth is stranger than fiction
And the rabbit hole goes so deep .
Before you become afraid , before you have sleepless nights over my essay . Let me tell you that if you decide to join the revolution , if you choose to open your eyes and claim your freedom , you have chosen the most beautiful moment in human history . The war has already begun , and most people don’t realize , the light is already winning . Do not be fooled by what you see around you , the revolution first takes place within you , you first claim back your freedom , you begin to reconnect with the eternal light and guide within , and like lamps going on in the night … the darkness is beginning to fail ….. critical mass has been reached , and the light is spreading like a wave of unstoppable love and light .
Its spills into our minds and opens our hearts . All around the world , revolutions are taking place , people are standing up for there sovereign right to be free . Countries turning on governments , organised belief systems based on fear and control are crashing down .
Not even the lies that the media is feeding us can stop it now .
The revolution will not be televised , the revolution will be broadcast from your soul . When you open your sleepy eyes for the first time and you claim your sovereign freedom , your light goes online ….. and I promise you that we are going to light up the whole world
The revolution will not be televise , it will be felt deep inside your soul
The first step to awaking is anger
Until you realize what has been done to you , until you finally admit that you do not have free will , you are a slave .
If you knew how long you had been chasing after the things they convinced you you wanted. If you knew how long it has been since you have been free . If you knew how long the free-will that you perceive to be yours has been compromised, if only you knew why you ached for light , love and romance in a reality where our sparks have been out for so long ……. You would become angry enough to stop the wheel from turning, you would become determined enough to stop the game , only when you begin to put the game on pause can you begin to clearly observe it for the first time .
WE have been tricked more and more each year into believing we are alone and separate , that we are mortal and fragile , that we must put ourselves first or the world will eat us .
We where infinite creatures who would journey to earth for a human experience , and they trapped us here , they switched off our communication , they dumbed us down , and scared us into constant submission . They raped the earth and its children for longer than most are ready to comprehend
I ask you to open your eyes my friends , I know its scary , but there are so many of us that will hold your hands and talk you through the fear . Join me in a world where we are all joined , not only to each other , but to the mother beneath us . Join me in a world where love is the answer to all questions , where we celebrate that every man has a different truth and that is the the beautiful power of the spectrum , join us in a world where we speak openly with our guides , angels and higher aspects of ourselves . Join us in a world where you do not ever have to feel alone or afraid anymore , because once your light comes back online , your link to eternity is inside you in the silence, ready to be accessed at any time . Join me in a world where your true gifts begin to unravel and you begin to perceive yourself as absolutely limitless .
The children of earth have awoken , the revolution is on the way . The systems of the world must fall , but do not ever go into fear , for soon we will begin to see this as the great impermanent adventure into bodies that it used to be .
It is time to awaken , it is time to stop looking for truth outside yourself .
The revolution will not be televised , and will be explained in many ways . Its spreading through the world whether you like it or not . The world as we know it did end in 2012 , we are not even in the same reality anymore . All the struggles you have ever known are over and now if they continue are self imposed .
Even when you look back over the last year you are suddenly awestruck but how much you have changed , you almost see just a few years ago as a different lifetime and reality … well newsflash , it was . The rulz have changed , your jail cells have been opened and your chains have been broken !
The light has heard our Call and answered
There is a new sheriff in town , and freedom is his name . You must liberate yourself from the machine . Just as the movie “The Matrix ” was released at the start of the revolution to gently prepare you for the shock , it is time to unplug .
I know what I just wrote seems like insanity to some people , but truly when you tell me that no one is trying to control us , I think you are insane
So it looks like it is insanity across the board …. after all , truth is merely a point of perspective defined by ones juxtaposition and experience to the issue at hand
Am I free ?
If you are ready to admit you are not , I can not prepare you for the rabbit hole you are about to go down, and the realization of who has been in charge and how ….. but I will be honored to see your light shining across the water as we gently awaken more lost souls as you whisper in their ears that fear is a liar
If you decide that you are free ! and that we are all mad , well the revolution will continue regardless … but i challenge you one last time to go sit in silence with your eyes closed and tell me you don’t feel the light burning inside , I challenge you to tell me you are not changing , I challenge you to try and fight a war or addiction or inner battle that you have always lost one more time …. and victory I promise you will be yours. The cells gates are open and the chains are removed , all you have to do is realize that you are now free and safe !
The only thing keeping you enslaved now is yourself and old programming , and the tired weary mind , beaten in a thousand lost battles .
…. we are all back online , and all we have to do is claim and acknowledge our true selves .
The journey will be different for everyone , but the unity and perfection of the picture that slowly unfolds with each march , each article , each speech
… will give you goosebumps .
The revolution has begun